I feel like I’m discovering my diary now. Also, I want to have a fresh breath. I feel like I am in a castle or just in my world, too little world and I wanna go outside for once. Bored? to get excited, to remember how to be excited again… I am not unhappy but being excited is not the same thing with some feelings which swimming in a calm mind. Boredom gives birth to problems. Birth? How a nice word at first sight. Baby, birth, birth day, birthdays, birthday cake, gift, party, message, meetings, calls, visits… But murderers were born too. How many people were born right now who will rape little children in their future life, just right now? We have no idea. It's not the point by the way. I’m not on the point also. What's the point?
The life.
Curtains of the routines.
Reflections of others
Copies of others.
Copy-paste births.
Better births. For higher grades, status. For the whole life. Is higher Better?
